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at times i am sick and tired of this.......i am thinking too much even to buy a water also i am thinking whether is it worth it to buy.....live for me has changed very dramatically.....sometimes i don't noe watto do.....pls can send someone to help me..... i shld learn how to say right of their face and especially to our own frenzzzzzzzzzzzz............i am unable to share my feeling and thoughts wif my own frens...one always argue back....one always work and boyfren, one always very tired and doesn't like to go out...........and there goes me who always believe in impossible things... dream as if it will happen.... always lie..... make life difficult for othersssss..... CYBABY i guess there is alot more for me to still learn.....
i hv never in my life cried over a guy this badly before!!!!!!! i regret falling for him......he likes my fren, yes i would agree that my fren is pretty but in a know fact that she likes my other fren but the problem is this ppl cannot be together due to age differences but this girlfren is over friendly to all so there are many guys after her.......i am jealous of her... i noe i am being one bitch here!!!! but it hurts alot knowing that he likes ur fren and u pretend not to noe anything or just smiling and laughing....i just don't noe how to describe the pain, the suffering i gg through seriously!!!!!!!................................................life would be much better without falling for this guy bcos its really afftecting my mind and attitude towards ppl......someone pls help me!!!!!
so wats the bid deal being in a post/position???? i just don get!!!! Based on my knowledge u hv the authority to give instruction to ppl under u....but mine is different.....ppl has never allow me to make my decision wat ever decision i make ppl tend to doubt it.......sometimes i wonder y i became to this position!!!!! everyday i cry; stress; no life!!!!! even my own frens don listen how can i expect others to listen......in life i hv learnt that even though u r given a position u are a doll that follows the ppl abv u!!!!! this life sux!!!!! hving a fren is like hving a burden.....i hv alwaz respected my frens they are my world but this time i regret!!!!!!!! why can't they just listen to my instruction all i wan is punctuality and respect!!!!
ok i noe this guy (P) he started to talk to two weeks ago... talking talking we happen to propose to each other. however we told each other that we are not ready for the relationship... but sometimes i alwaz get confusion by this guy because he will say all sort of things and then says we are going to fast lets slow down... i get irritated..... i mean u see i have never been in relation or what ever shit seriously... so when he saya certain things i would also go with the flow!!!! aiyo this is wat!!! not even in relationship still like not happy with him wat if i go on wif him u think i will be haappy.....no not at all!!!!!!!!! lets wait and seee!!!!!!!!!!
I wonder how it feels to fall in love and pretent not to be ....well i am very good in that i guess because i have aleays to thought i wasn't in love but actually i am...
Have u ever run so long that ur knees fell from underneathyou because you were just trying to get away from everything bad in ur life.....
Ok u see i have already said earlier that i have feeling for this guy...but i think its not wat i think it is because i ddon't seem to miss that person or even bother talking to when he is ard or not.... so basically is just nothing.... and i also noe he is not my Type just like how iam not his.... Isn't it stupid... i have no feeling for any guy... all i have is friends... Ha ha may be i have to wait till i find the guy till then i will focus on my education...