Monday, August 31, 2009
7:52 AM
Today i had lot of fun.... trust me... the one of my most happiess day!!!!
First we went to see teacher in sec school.... the shows ok ok not bad... i love the part where the teachers were singing... very sad... miss all my sec teachers as many transferred and also retired....:(
Then me marini roxanne went to tom yum and chicken rice... very delicious and yummy yummy... hehe after so long eating in that coffee shop....
i meet my others fren Povanes, i love being wif her......
Then again meet up wif marini and roxanne.. hehe we behave like kids buy the "thing" blow to see who can blow big... very funny roxanne balloon stuck wif marini and all fly away...
Then go SP go mob...i happen to see one of my senior hehe he couldn't recognise me so walked away...
WE all go play pool both my frenz taught me how to play its very fun and crazy.... i made alot of funny mistake...
Then My pek Qimei come.... more funny more laughter.....
Then go eat kfc.... wait for boma... then go KTV
Wow soooo bog the SP ktv.... VERY FUNNSIA made alot of video.... crazy if u are interested tell me i show u....
this was a best day.....
hope for the best tmrl....
M@GeS
Will you ever notice me...
[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|7:52 AM|
Sunday, August 30, 2009
6:49 AM
Today, i really felt very sad and lonely....
Its like there is nothing in you....
Although i have frenz i still feel very lonely bcos none are very close to me....
I don't really open up my heart to anyone of them
Well i guess its just being me afterall till the end....
Alwaz being alone....
Man i got too used to it....
Funny right!!!???
What to do.... this is life for me...
Will you ever notice me...
[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:49 AM|
Friday, August 28, 2009
8:35 AM
Yea!!! At last all th exams are over!!! i am so happy and glad... although i am not actually...
When i look back i realised that i actually didn't give in my best...All was a last min study..
i hate i noe the answer but not able to explain... i am afraid tat i might need to repeat the module...
Very disappointing.... frustrated over myself.... I still never learnt from my mistake...
Lets end this topic HERE!!..
After my exam i and my others when to plaza sing to meet others fren and from there we went to bugis to breakfest...
Its actually a new experience for me as i never had been there before especially with new frenz...
it was very fun....i really enjoyed being there with them....
It brings back alot of memorizs... me, devi, marini, roxanne, boma and other classmates all eat either at KFC or McDonal... during school days... How i wish i could go back to those times....
I miss all my fenz... i Just don't noe how to say that i miss them.... very pathatic right??!!
Let see what happens.....
Will you ever notice me...
[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:35 AM|
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
6:49 AM
As usual i am now doing the last min memorizing....
Soooo many to memorize..... sure gonna fail but i just hope for a C for this module.....
This time i am not prepared for exams....
minds are waving......
Can't momerize much i wish something Happens so i can memoriZe....
Nothing much happened today as uaual.....
Will you ever notice me...
[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|6:49 AM|
Sunday, August 23, 2009
7:07 PM
Hmmmm...... Now days i am not being me.... if u see now days i don't really talk to any of my frenz... its like i want to stay all alone without anyones support.... there were countless of days that i thought of committing sucide... but never really had the courage to do sooooo....... CRAZZY
Thinking too much.... may be ..... i am nothing more than a stone without any feeling and emotion.... sometimes i wonder why must i do this not that..... every day a lot question araises in my mind but i don't ask anyone b'cos all they gave is the answers i didn't want to hear.....
Hope tmrl will be a better day......
i shall now leave for examssssss... All the bestzzzzzzzzz
Will you ever notice me...
[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|7:07 PM|
Saturday, August 22, 2009
12:05 AM
After many months later i stayed at home....for whole day...
i realized how much my father is suffering day and night.....
i feel like crying when ever i see him suffer with pain.....
i wish i was able to do something......
I am very scared something will happen.....
I pray to the god for a miracles to happen....
All my relatives are afraid to come to my houses due to the fact that my father have TB.....
I do not understand why they are sooooo afraid that they didn't even enter the house and just see father from outside...... angry and irritated by their way of treating my father...
hope for the bestzzzzzz.....
Will you ever notice me...
[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:05 AM|
Thursday, August 20, 2009
11:21 PM
Well this was my first time studying as a group with my poly frens. Its was not like i imagine - like talking, playing etc. They really forcus in their studies. Although there were times we chit-chat... to tell the truth i am not forcusing in my studies now days. I keep day dreaming, playing watching videos.... i am too scared how i am going to manage my studies frm now onwards.... is it too late to regret now?? i wonder.....
There were times i cried for no reason, smiled for no reason scolding my frens for no reason... i think i am going crazy.....
But i am will still study and do my best in my coming exams....
Hope the bestzzzzzzz........M@GeS
Will you ever notice me...
[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:21 PM|
